UGHH! BAD DAY!

"Where is the moment we needed the most

You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

They tell me your blue skies fade to gray

They tell me your passion's gone away

And I don't need no carryin' on

You stand in the line just to hit a new low

You're faking a smile with the coffee to go

You tell me your life's been way off line

You're falling to pieces every time

And I don't need no carryin' on

Cause you had a bad day

You're taking one down

You sing a sad song just to turn it around

You say you don't know

You tell me don't lie

You work at a smile and you go for a ride

You had a bad day

The camera don't lie

You're coming back down and you really don't mind

You had a bad day

You had a bad day"

~Daniel Powter "Bad Day"

Yeah, that's how I feel right now. I kno I'm gonna have a bad day.  Call it a sixth sense or whatever, but yeah. I woke this morning after having a nightmare, and while I was driving to school with my mom, I lashed out on her. Yeah, I kno. I think I should get tested 4 Juvenile Diabetes, the symptoms are as follows:

• Frequent urination 
   
• Unusual thirst, especially for sweet, cold drinks. 
   
• Extreme hunger. 
   
• Sudden, sometimes dramatic, weight loss. 
   
• Weakness. 
   
• Extreme fatigue. 
   
• Blurred vision or other changes in eyesight. 
   
• Irritability. 
   
• Nausea and vomiting (acute symptoms).

I have Nausea, (a lot) Irritability, (see above) Weakness, (I have a hard time walking at times, and fall a lot) Extreme Fatigue, (I'd love to sleep for an entire Day if I could) BLURRED VISION! (I have TERRIBLE blurred vision!  I cannot see a foot in front of me!) I love sweet cold drinks! (Don't get me started! I drink Apple Juice straight, Cranberry juice straight, orange juice straight, and SODA! Oh! I love soda! Diet Dr. Pepper is AHMAZING!) I wouldn't say frequent urination. Extreme hunger (yes! I can eat like a really big Dinner, and then like 20 or 30 minutes later, I'll want Wendy's. Also, when I eat Wendy's I get 3 chicken sandwiches, a soda, French Fries, and a frosty, and still be hungry.)  Well, I wouldn't say DRAMATIC weight loss, but in October, by the end of the month I had lost like, 10 or 11 lbs.  so I went from 209, to like 198, but I've lost more since. I lost an additional 11.  so, I lost 22 lbs. in 2 months. However, I've been tested b4, and my blood glucose is fine, and there's no sugar in my pee. so I think I'm ok, do you?