songs!

Hey! first off, Mariah, did u save that one blog I wrote? unless it's still on my page. also, I love ur new songs! could I continue on with the song that u wrote for Nick (is it Nick Jonas, or a Nick u kno?) 

California Dreamin

Oh, I wish I took this shot, I'd be in California

Oh, what i'd do to be in LA or Santa Barbara CA, or how about Disneyland?! Joe's not sick! in fact, he's warm! It must be so nice now! it was 84.6 degrees In Santa Barbara CA. today!!  It was 82.3 degrees in LA today! (Cries) I WANNA BE WARM!!  I wanna be healthy! warm weather is nice! I'd get better! I just wanna get better! Joe doesn't get sick! he lives in warm LA!  He's Superman! Sickness is not an option for him!! He's a ROCK STAR!!  HE NEVER GETS SICK!! :(  I WANT JOE'S LIFE!! (Not his body, but his ROCKER life! Living in LA, soaking up rays, all year tan, NOT to mention his million bajillion fans!)  It's so nice to live that life! While i'm shivering here, he's tanning there with Camilla, and Kev, and Nick, and Elvis (the dog) Ugh, that's the life. maybe I should write a Screenplay about a girl who lives that dream? I dunno. It's an idea.  maybe a stupid one, but it is an idea!  What am I gonna do? I'm sick, Joe's in LA with Camilla, my BFF isn't around, I'm missing a whole part of me! I wish Joe was here to make me feel better, I want some TLC from Joe, he's got the magic touch.   Ugh, It's just a dream that's not for real, it's not the truth even though I really want to be with the one I feel i'm most content with. dreaming of you tonight is not the same as being with someone. Do you ever feel like there's someone you feel you belong with even though you never will be together?  Do you ever feel like there's someone in your life that you don't know if it's for real?  how can you feel like you have it all, then it just goes away in the blink of an eye. It's so hard to be here alone, waiting for someone to call your own, the one you care for has a loving tone, and when the tears fall, you're shone love, and tenderness.  When you look at the one you really love, then you know you've found you're Beau.  It's the love that matters, nothing else.  

SICK!!

Ewww, I hate the winter! I'm sick. It might be laryngitis or Bronchitis, Strep, or a cold!  Whatever it is, it's SO bad for my voice! (coughs, and sniffs) oh well... Joe gets sick too, so that's okay.  I'll be better soon. Byez!